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Friday, 24 August 2018


I couldn't help it the tears kept coming, kept pouring down my face I couldn't stop them from falling even though I tried.
I cried so much my head hurt. I wanted to just die, the heart ache was just too much to bear.
I was so young to bear this kind of pain. I was just 15.
I replayed the events of that night in my head and wondered where it went wrong...
It was Friday and all the students of everleigh high school were eager to go home. If you're wondering why, the biggest party of the school was going down tonight.
Nathan Reed was the high school sweetheart, girls were willing to give him their virginity without a second thought and guys were jealous of him; he was that hot. Everybody loved him and I hated it why because I happened to be his girlfriend. If you're thinking "oh she's that proud bitch who is the head of the cheer leading team" then you got it all wrong.
I was a normal girl in freshman year always trying to be invisible burying myself in school work and what not. Which makes you wonder how I ended up with the *high school sweetheartsweetheart, * well its a long story but I'll make it short. We actually had the same quiet place unknown to both of us... I go there to just relax after filling my head with school shit until I bumped into him one day. It was a lake with trees around which was not too far from the school. You could go there during recess and still get back before the next period.
Back to how we met; I got to the lake and went to sit at my usual spot under my special tree and I just sat there with my eyes closed enjoying the cool breeze and the birds chirping around me till I slept off.
I woke up later to see the sun setting, then I panicked thinking of my bag but I remembered I got here after school so my bag was beside me.
Wanting to stretch my stiff body I stretched out my hands which collided with something I later knew to be a face. I did the first thing I thought of... I screamed. I never thought I could make such a loud noise in my life being that I was so shy but it just came out. I have to thank adrenaline for that.
The anonymous being then covered my mouth to stop me from screaming and then he started laughing... Yes he! Because that definitely wasn't how a girl laughed.
I then looked up and shock was clearly written on my face. Omg! Nathan Reed just touched my mouth in the most embarrassing situation known to man.
Suddenly my cheeks started to get hot and I knew I was blushing.
I quickly got up dusted my gown and carried my bag hiding my face from him the whole time so he wouldn't see the blush on my cheeks. I then mumbled an apology which I couldn't even hear.
Great I just had to look more stupid.
I half walked half ran home feeling his gaze on my back. I usually walk home; my house was a few blocks away from the lake. I didn't stop till I got inside my house and locked the door.
I leaned against the door thinking about what happened and I started blushing again. I know what you're thinking; stupid! I probably was because I didn't even know why i was blushing.
I was happy my parents were out of town because my mom would want to know details of who made her daughter blush this bad.
Pathetic yes but my mom happened to be my best friend I told her all my secrets seeing as I had no friends and I was the only child. Sometimes I wished i had a brother or sister but my mom told me that after my birth she had complications and the doctor told her not to try getting pregnant again. So her and my dad made it their priority that I must be well taken care of.
Looking at it we were doing good you could say we were a lot over the average class but not on the rich side. My dad was a lawyer while my mom was a professional counselor. I loved what they did but I hated that it made them always busy but my mom always found time for me
Luke Prescott was Nathan's best friend he was on the tall side with blond wavy hair Nathan had black hair with blue eyes and pink lips they were about the same height and they had the same muscular build they could pass as twins except for their hair color. Luke's girlfriend Naomi was part of the group, Bryan and Danny were gays and seeing each other. They both were on the school's soccer team which earned them their place in Nathan's group. Lastly Cole and his girlfriend bailey. They were all popular figures in the school which made me feel like an outsider but my self esteem went up a little thanks to Nathan. He helped me come out of my shell a little but I'll always be that shy, lonely girl I knew that.
'Hi' I said to the group on getting close to them. They all looked at me and went on with their conversation as if I didn't just say hi. I just let it slide because I didn't want anything to spoil my mood. I get sad easily and tend to over think words and actions so if I let that be a topic in my head then I'll probably look like my mom just died.
After what felt like forever standing awkwardly in the midst of all his friends Nathan finally asked if I was ready to go home. I said a low yes which I'm sure he heard because he took my hand and started walking towards his car. His car was very beautiful and expensive. I don't know much about cars so I can't tell you the name or model or whatever but I knew those two things. He always called it his 'baby'. So we get into the car and head towards my house which we would probably get to in the blink of an eye, I told him that he didn't need to drop me but he insisted on it.
'Bye lee, pick you up at 8 dress nice for me' Nathan said as i got down from the car coupled with his signature smile that gets me every time but I'll never tell him that... I'm too shy to. He calls me Lee alongside my mom.
"Ok" I replied with a small smile and made my way towards the entrance of my house.
I was freaking out internally knowing I didn't have nice clothes for parties. I had clothes but they weren't suitable for parties especially the kind of party I would be attending that night.
"Hey angel, you're back" my mom greeted as I stepped into the living room.
"Hey mom" I said back not looking at her and heading towards my room.
I think I was dreaming thinking I could escape to my room that easy then I heard my mom's voice asking what's wrong. That was all I needed to hear to make the words start pouring out of my mouth about the party, and my 'no clothes' situation. By the way my mom knew I was seeing Nathan. she was smiling so hard I thought her lips were going to divide when I told her about Nathan and I. She said I deserved it that I was an angel and blah blah blah which I couldn't believe.
"Lisa bear don't worry mom's got it covered" my mom said dragging me to her room and sitting me down on the bed. She then went into her closet and started bringing out fancy clothes and shoe boxes. I was sure a lot of drool had leaked out of my mouth which was open wide.
"Mom where the fuck did you get all these stuffs" I literally yelled at her.
"Language young lady and I used to be a party animal until I married your dad" she told me dreamily and I knew she was remembering old times.
The next thing I know I'm trying out a lot of funny looking short clothes and a whole lot of shoes till we finally got the right one. My mom and I have the same body stature but she is a little taller than me considering my age.
It was a black strapless play suit that was way too short and fit me perfectly and the shoe was purple block heels; at least that's what I called them because the heels looked like blocks. I then lay down on my mom's bed exhausted from our little cloth hunting till I slept off.
"Honey wake up, its almost 7 and you have to get ready for your party" my mom was saying while shaking me gently. I sat up rubbing my eyes still feeling sleepy then stood up and went to my room to take a shower and get ready.
"Lisa are you done?" My mom asked from outside the door. I groaned seeing as I was currently battling with my stubborn hair trying to make it look presentable. My mom came in and seeing my dilemma took over helping with hair and make up. I finished dressing up and checked the time it was 7:56 and as if on cue I heard my mom's voice.
"Lisa! Nathan's here" my mom shouted from the living room so I could hear her from my room.
I grabbed my phone and purse making my way downstairs nervous as hell because this was my first high school party. I saw Nathan before he saw me and this gave me opportunity to study his outfit. He wore black jeans with dark blue button up shirt which looked good on him.
"Hi" I quietly said when I got close to him. He rose his head quickly i was surprised it didn't fall off.
"Hi sorry didn't seem to hear you come down was on the phone with Luke. Are you ready?" He asked.
"Yeah... Let's go" I replied
"Bye mom" I said "bye honey have fun and be safe. Love you" my mom replied. With that we walked over to Nathan's car and headed for the party not knowing that was going to be the worst night of my life.
*flashback ends*
"No! Please don't do this Luke" I cried. He heard my plea but chose to ignore it throwing me back on the rough ground behind his house. His house was where the party was and the back was secluded. kinda like a private area for only close friends I happened to find myself there because of Nathan.
We were all there when Luke and Cole's girlfriends left to hang out with their friends inside the house where the main party was. I heard from Nathan that 'the gays' Bryan and Danny were in a room in the house doing God knows what.
Which left me hanging out with Nathan, Luke and Cole at the back of the house. I would've gone in with the girls but I knew they hated me and it would be totally weird hanging out with them because they were seniors and i was socially awkward. I had no friends inside except Sandra but I knew she was going to be busy with some guy and i didn't want to spoil her night so I chose to stick with Nathan which he didn't mind.
They were currently discussing a soccer game between two popular clubs which I had no clue about when Nathan excused himself to take a private call from his parents telling me he wouldn't be long leaving me with his two friends.
I sat there awkwardly keeping my eyes glued to my phone watching a dance video on you tube till I felt someone grab my upper arm in a strong grip. I looked up to see Luke and Cole standing on either sides of me then the rate at which my heart was beating quadrupled and I muttered an excuse saying I wanted to pee and trying to pry his hands off me when he pushed me so hard I fell to the rough ground feeling a sharp pain in my shoulder.
Why are they doing this? I knew they hated me but I didn't know it was this bad. I tried begging again but it turned out to be a wasted effort because Cole was already peeling off my clothes and Luke was taking off his trousers.
No! This can't be happening. They wouldn't dare rape me... Would they?
I was still asking myself if they would go through with it when I felt weight lay down on me. I struggled to get free when I felt a sharp pain in my private region I screamed so loud and then went quiet retreating into my own mind. I felt numb through the whole process not feeling any emotion whatsoever.
Cole was trying to get busy with me when Nathan came back. He just stood still on the spot staring blankly at the sight in front of him. I called his name weakly feeling a little bit of hope that he would help me but he didn't reply just stood there staring blankly at me. I tried again a little louder this time but no response.
Nathan abandoned me when I needed him the most. I thought he liked me I thought he cared. Apparently he didn't. I slowly gathered the shattered pieces of what was left of me and made my way out without looking back.
I walked not caring where I was going. I didn't want to break down, I didn't want to feel anything. I walked for hours not knowing the roads I passed till I finally got home. Letting myself in, I made my way up the stairs to my room getting into the shower hoping the hot water would wash away the horrible events of this night but it didn't.
By the time I got into bed I couldn't hold it in anymore. Reality set in, physical mental and emotional pain hit me so hard that tears poured down my face. I tried thinking of who I offended to have the world throw this kind of horrible thing at me. I cried so hard I thought I was going to die. What was more painful was the fact that Nathan couldn't even help me he just stood there watching. I loved him, I knew I did but I knew for sure now that it was one-sided because I was just a game for them to play with, a prey for them to devour.
LOVE IS A BITCH.... I thought till I finally fell asleep.
Quick A/N: this is probably the longest chapter coz it's the first and it's overly dramatic but trust me it gets better so please continue reading.
I can't say how thankful I am that you guys check out my story. Thanks guy.

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